Toyota inspired nightmares…
I saw a sign today saying “Stop the Credit Crunch – Hand Car Wash”. Really, I mean really, how is a hand car wash going to save money, if anything we should be encouraged to wash our cars at home and save the £5 that most people spend per week at these Hand Car Wash places, but of course I digress.
Anyways back on the ranch lets get down to brass tacks. Last night I had a dream that I was getting off the motorway in my car and looked at the speedometer and it was rising. Now this isn’t an uncommon occurrence for me but I’m thinking to myself, its probably time to start breaking soon. So a little further down the road and I’m still accelerating and thinking, hell if I don’t slow down, I’m gonna go straight past through the junction. Then I see a wall at the end of the junction, bad times, I really need to slow down but I just keep on going, then bang I hit the wall (and presumably die?). I’m lied in bed thinking wow I think I just dream died. It was a little nerve wrecking coming off the motorway earlier today let me tell you.
I did something today that I am not proud off. Well I suppose thats an understatement because I do something every day that I’m not proud of. To be honest if I could limit it to just one thing a day I would be a lot happier…probably. During my act I realised that again it feels right but if anyone knew it would be lets say more than frowned upon. Your just a fool for even thinking I could be honest, the ones reading this are just as much fools as they are judgemental and more than likely right in their judgements. There are so many more things I could be wasting my time on. I have indeed frustration and defeated nothing and everything. Just as I think it is time to change my ways something stops me. Today I see clearly but tomorrow I think it’s a bad idea. I guess I’m an addict, in fact an addict is actually addicted to something whereas I am not addicted to anything. If at all it would be great to be addicted to something, to give some reason, to materialise this mortality.
What I dream of is being told to sit back and relax as I’m took on a ride. It’s just simple maths. Let someone do the hard work and let me reap the rewards. But all I would be able to think about is that this person is in it for themselves, their are of course evil.
A hypocrite I hear you cry and damn right you are indeed. I have no arguments in stating that I am a hypocrite. Now I’m not sure whether or not I heard this somewhere or that I may have stumble onto something a little but more profound that I should be able to conjure. People with nothing complain about everything whereas people with everything complain about nothing. Now that is wildly inaccurate to say the very least but the case it was used in was spot on the money. What the subject was now is unclear to me and I will be happy to notify you in the future should it reappear anytime soon…
